You haunt me, mother.
I saw your corpse, lying there.
Unmoving.
Blood pooling.
Lips blue.
But,
This is not what haunts me.
The ghost that plagues my waking hours,
And stains my brain bright with blood,
Is the mere fact
That you are
Gone.
You
Left
Me.
And you are no longer my mother.
You are a corpse,
Rotting,
In a box,
Skin swollen, eyes sunken.
Your death bore a life in me,
A seed.
It drinks in your thick blood,
Night
And
Day.
And it grows.
And grows.
And it consumed your death
And it consumes my life.
And I am the seed now.
And the seed is made from your absence.
And it haunts me, mother.